| Im in ASB right now and we have nuthing to do. I wonder what next year's class is going to be like. I have a feeling it will be a lot worse than this year's.I have all these people coming to me and saying I want to be in ASB what do i do? and half of them I dont want to have to spend that much of my life with. But I suppose is not my choice. Things have been happenin lately, I dunno what to do with myself anymore. I feel so restless in my life. And I cant seem to figure out what the point of it all is. I feel so bad for my parents- because what is their life? they have no variety. All they do is work, come home and sleep. Id want to run away if thats how my life was. ITs sad and I dont look forward to getting old. I want to make it up to them, make them have fun with their lives. But I dont know how to. I dont want them to miss me too bad when I leave cuz once im gone, they wont have any kids left in the house. And I love my parents with a passion. obviously. Anyway school has been boring and never-ending. I find myself looking forward to Summer break. I can't wait. Im bored. There is so much room for improvement in my life, I just need time and enthusiasm to get it all worked out. Sometimes, I sit in my room and think suicidal thoughts. I dont know why, I guess its natural and it just goes with being a teen, but I wonder what would happen if I were gone, and would anyone notice. I dont make a big impact in any one person's life, so I don't see why it would really change any time soon. I guess I just have to learn to live with it. I want to make a dent in someone's life. Okay I must get on with the shoe and go to lunch. |
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| I saw Switchfoot on Monday!!!!!!!! omg I touched Jon Foreman's bicep, it was sooooo freakin niceeeeee!!! I obviously made SOME sort of a connection with him cuz we made eye contact at least 20 times during the whole thing!! WHAT A HOTTIE!!!!!!!!!!!! --- hey look! thats him in my background! |
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| hey all, Im in asb right now. GAAAAAY and boring... all we ever do anymore is sit around and do nothing. we played MASH and Sarah is married to ALan while I am married to Ben Bird and we have like 17 kids and sex 64 times a day! hahaha. Thats funny. Anywho ok its lunch now g2g! |
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| hey all, Im in asb right now. GAAAAAY and boring... all we ever do anymore is sit around and do nothing. we played MASH and Sarah is married to ALan while I am married to Ben Bird and we have like 17 kids and sex 64 times a day! hahaha. Thats funny. Anywho ok its lunch now g2g! |
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